"I just wish that I could let things happen and enjoy it, you know, for what it is and while it lasts and relax about it. But all the time, all the time, I keep feeling the need to destroy it, to break it off, to go back to the comfort of being numb again."
From the movie called #Klute
These words are kinda reflections of my mood. I haven't watched the movie but I'll watch it this weekend, it's on my list.