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Narcissistic abuse awareness<p>(continued)</p><p>Signs of narcissism my abuser displayed.</p><p>5. <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/ConspiracyTheories" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ConspiracyTheories</span></a> </p><p>The need for control and dominance makes narcissists make, believe in and spread conspiracy theories.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissist</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissism</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/psychology" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>psychology</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/LetsTalkNarcissism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LetsTalkNarcissism</span></a><br><a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/Survivingnarcissistsandpsychopaths" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Survivingnarcissistsandpsychopaths</span></a><br><a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/Survivingnarcissisticabuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Survivingnarcissisticabuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/MalignantNarcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MalignantNarcissist</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/abuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>abuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/abuseawareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>abuseawareness</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/darkpersonality" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>darkpersonality</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/darktriad" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>darktriad</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/NarcissistLogic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NarcissistLogic</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissisticabuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissisticabuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/psychopath" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>psychopath</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/NarcissistPsychopath" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NarcissistPsychopath</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/selfhelp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>selfhelp</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/conspiracy" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>conspiracy</span></a></p>
Narcissistic abuse awareness<p>Signs of narcissism.</p><p>3 Blaming others for their errors: </p><p>Narcissists do not accept responsibility for their errors. Even grave ones. Instead, they blame others for those. </p><p>In the rare instances when narcs accept that something was their failure, they may order others to fix their serious errors, while narcs did nothing about those. When that isn’t possible, they may avoid addressing the error. (continued)</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissist</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/darkpersonality" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>darkpersonality</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/MalignantNarcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MalignantNarcissist</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissism</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.world/tags/narcissisticabuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissisticabuse</span></a></p>
Pianozzino<p>Narcissistic Abuse is Real and It Will Make Anyone Question Their Own Sanity - Spoiler (You’re Not Crazy) <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Trump" target="_blank">#Trump</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23GOP" target="_blank">#GOP</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Maga" target="_blank">#Maga</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Cult" target="_blank">#Cult</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23NarcissisticAbuse" target="_blank">#NarcissisticAbuse</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23TraumaBond" target="_blank">#TraumaBond</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Trauma" target="_blank">#Trauma</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Victim" target="_blank">#Victim</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Abuse" target="_blank">#Abuse</a> <a class="hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Gaslighting" target="_blank">#Gaslighting</a> <a href="https://youtu.be/1LoaByu5l4U?si=GwQ4BGpcTKtXp_r7" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">youtu.be/1LoaByu5l4U?...</a><br><br><a href="https://youtu.be/1LoaByu5l4U?si=GwQ4BGpcTKtXp_r7" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">America is a cult &amp; we have to...</a></p>
Kalvin<p>I found that this is one of the (progressive) tactics used to manipulate and silence dissent... "DARVO"</p><p>D ← Deny <br>A ← Attack <br>R, V &amp; O ← Reverse victim and the offender </p><p>Person A: "You lied to me!" <br>Person B: <br>"I didn’t lie! (Deny) <br>You’re so paranoid. (Attack) <br>You’re the one always twisting my words—now I can’t even trust *you*! (Reverse Victim &amp; Offender) </p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DARVO" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>DARVO</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/PsychologicalManipulation" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>PsychologicalManipulation</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Gaslighting" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Gaslighting</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/NarcissisticAbuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NarcissisticAbuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/EmotionalAbuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>EmotionalAbuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Accountability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Accountability</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/KnowTheTactics" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>KnowTheTactics</span></a></p>
poison punk<p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/TheParanormalFiles" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>TheParanormalFiles</span></a> are spending tonight in <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/BillyCreek" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>BillyCreek</span></a> filming live some interesting stories from history. </p><p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/GifsArtidote" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>GifsArtidote</span></a>: one of my passions of interest has always been <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/history" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>history</span></a>. now i am in <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/recovery" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>recovery</span></a> of <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/NarcissisticAbuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NarcissisticAbuse</span></a> i like watching <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/paranormal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>paranormal</span></a> investigations before bedtime as a supplement for actual abuse i am in <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/recovery" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>recovery</span></a> for, like an <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/addiction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>addiction</span></a> almost, my familiar <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/poisonous" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>poisonous</span></a> pain. <br>i get more stressed with adrenaline from actual expressions of 'so called' love. i don't think i have experienced <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/love" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>love</span></a>. i run for the hills from it, and now i have to overcome my <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/anxiety" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>anxiety</span></a> and confront myself, like these dudes do, by learning to :heart_nb: my self.</p><p><a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/trauma" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>trauma</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/life" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>life</span></a>&amp;death <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/pain" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>pain</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/suffering" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>suffering</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/press" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>press</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/education" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>education</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/OpenMind" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>OpenMind</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/LiveStream" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>LiveStream</span></a> <a href="https://kolektiva.social/tags/AfterLife" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>AfterLife</span></a></p><p><a href="https://youtu.be/0ZxdMZqmUKE" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">youtu.be/0ZxdMZqmUKE</span><span class="invisible"></span></a>?</p>
Vox and the Pack :Fire_Enby:<p>So, my narc ex with whom I co-parent figured out today that I consider them a <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/narcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissist</span></a>. It was an oopsie on my part (they stumbled across a book I'm reading on narcissism).</p><p>They asked me about it. If I'm reading it because of them. I replied that I'm reading it to make sense of my family history and past experiences. To help me grow as a person. No lies but also not the whole truth.</p><p>Let's see what happens next. I expect nothing good. I am however surprisingly calm. What can they do? Make me trust them even less? Lol.</p><p><a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/narcissism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissism</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/narcissisticAbuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissisticAbuse</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>neurodivergent</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/autistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>autistic</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/actuallyAutistic" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>actuallyAutistic</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/ADHD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ADHD</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/actuallyADHD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>actuallyADHD</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/AuDHD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>AuDHD</span></a> <a href="https://tech.lgbt/tags/actuallyaudhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>actuallyaudhd</span></a></p>
Мiri<p>In Queensland, Australia kannst du jetzt bis zu 15 Jahre im Gefängnis landen, wenn du <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/CoerciveControl" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>CoerciveControl</span></a> und <a href="https://troet.cafe/tags/NarcissisticAbuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>NarcissisticAbuse</span></a> gegen deine Kinder, Partnerinnen oder Mitarbeitenden ausübst.</p><p>In Deutschland gehört es zur weit verbreiteten Leitkultur und Mentalität.</p>
StanleyHOOTZZ<p>The Narcissists (Fake) Apology 📣 <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/narcissism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissism</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/relationshipadvice" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>relationshipadvice</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/narcissist" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissist</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/narcissisticabuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>narcissisticabuse</span></a><br><a href="https://youtube.com/shorts/QBG1A_UWwwU?si=eixXPthGCrkvXwJZ" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">youtube.com/shorts/QBG1A_UWwwU</span><span class="invisible">?si=eixXPthGCrkvXwJZ</span></a><br>Senator's WILD 'We're All Gonna Die' Apology?! (Sarcasm Alert)<br><a href="https://youtube.com/shorts/IbZHe2kjCrg?si=3bTCjsHCnQ38CmIL" rel="nofollow noopener" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">youtube.com/shorts/IbZHe2kjCrg</span><span class="invisible">?si=3bTCjsHCnQ38CmIL</span></a><br>Saying the word "apology" over and over means Nothing; <br>"I AM SORRY" without explaining WHY "I" said what "I" said is "making Amends/apology".<br>Saying "I apologize" is like the intro for amends?</p>
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If you cannot go no contact your next best bet is #greyRocking or #yellowRocking. You become non-reactive to their actions. You stay calm, controlled, rational, and emotionally disengaged. It's hard but possible.

When you do that you take away the abuser's power over you. They no longer can control you through your emotions. Just be prepared: they'll most likely double down on the abuse before accepting the fact that you can no longer be controlled by them. And they'll most likely never stop probing you as long as you are still in contact with them.

If you can go no contact. Do it for yourself. You deserve better.

Breaking the #traumaBond that binds you to your abuser is hard work. You literally go through the stages of grief, as part of breaking it requires you to let go of the shared delusion that your abuser is a "good person".

This means that you lose the person you thought they were. All while potentially still interacting with them. All while potentially still being subjected to their manipulations.

This is why people recommend going no contact. Healing from abuse requires you to re-center yourself in your reality, in your perception. And that results in your abuser having less control. Spoiler: they don't want that.

Talking with a #narcissist about your emotions is a pointless endeavor. Worse: it's dangerous as they'll use this information against you later.

They are not interested in finding a solution that helps all involved parties to emotionally regulate. They are interested in the solution that helps them alone emotionally regulate. Bonus points if they guilt trip you into finding that solution.

Let me be clear: if someone makes you feel guilty about your behavior while refusing to cooperate on finding a solution that works for everyone, that's manipulation. That's emotional abuse.

Someone who truly cares about you would want to resolve the issue in a way that works for both them *and* you.

You do not need permission, validation, acceptance of other people to be and love who you are.

The person closest to you is *yourself*. "Love your neighbour" is great and all but it's worthless unless you love thyself. Love yourself. Just the way you are *right now*. With all your messes, weirdness, and unresolved pain and trauma. You are worthy of love.

Healthy relationships will lift you up. They will encourage you to be who you really are. They will empower you. They won't tear you down and make you doubt yourself and your worth. People who do that don't love you. Not really. Even if they tell you differently.

Rise strong and reach for your stars. You are important. You matter. I see you.

2022, 1 month before the war.

I was on my way back to my normal weight when the war started to feel closer. I still couldn't believe it was happening. Who starts wars in the XXI century? Isn't soft power a better solution? I started eating emotionally again and sleeping badly. The ADs didn't help at all.

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This belief was taken from me. I now understand that there are unsafe people in this world. Not because they don't know any better (those exist too) but because they don't want to know any better. They are okay with the way they are. They are okay with hurting others.

It's good that I finally understand that not everybody is trust worthy. But in a way I miss the naiveté of my old reality. The world was a better place, even if it was a fantasy.

To everyone who reads this and relates: Let this melancholy be a reminder to stay safe and to be better than those who hurt us. Let's be the change we want to see in this world.

I've survived over 10 years of #narcissisticAbuse in my marriage. I've been only beginning to reclaim my reality after having lived in their reality in which I was defective, overly emotional, needy, and largely good for nothing.

Life has been overall good to me recently. I'm in a wonderful new relationship. I'm building a support network with people who genuinely care about me and my well-being. I'm learning to be more kind to myself. It's hard work but it's worth it.

Despite all of that what remains is this intangible sense of sadness. A persistent low-key melancholy. I used to be a person who genuinely believed that everyone was trying to do their best in their own unique way. That we all were in the same boat that is life and nobody, regardless of their lived experience, was trying to rock it just for their own enjoyment.

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