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˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Ken fit is a wee fucking blast? Haeing both <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> AND <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/BPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>BPD</span></a>. This means I ahmno worthy of yer attention or love, and even if I was, ye&#39;d drive meh fair batshit. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PersonalityDisorders" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PersonalityDisorders</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/AvoidAtAllCost" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>AvoidAtAllCost</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>So, two more mental health diagnosis...oi. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> and <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/BPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>BPD</span></a>. Add tae those <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MDD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MDD</span></a> (recurrent), <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a>, and <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PTSD</span></a>. Then add Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, and Suicidal Ideation! <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Depression" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Depression</span></a>. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Suicide" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Suicide</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Fucking <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PhysicalTherapy" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PhysicalTherapy</span></a> taedae. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Injury" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Injury</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/BrokenBones" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>BrokenBones</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Nope. The arrows go right thru and then I get sucked in, after which I freak oot. Mah monsters scream intae mah ears that I donnae deserve this person and I must protect them frae meh. In response I will sabotage what&#39;er emotions arise and fucking RUN. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Love" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Love</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Relationships" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Relationships</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SelfSabotage" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SelfSabotage</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/KeepYourDIstance" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>KeepYourDIstance</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p><a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealthAwarenessMonth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealthAwarenessMonth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Neurodiversity" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Neurodiversity</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> ; <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Semicolon" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Semicolon</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>My Pantosmia hae been relentless fur the past few day. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Phantosmia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Phantosmia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OlfactoryHallucinations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OlfactoryHallucinations</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Neurodivergent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Just a wee ring I bought fur mahsel. Nothing astonishing, just trying in tiny ways tae be attractive, or at least part of meh. The whole is simply too tragic tae polish up. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/jewelry" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>jewelry</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/baubles" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>baubles</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/me" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>me</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/ICryOften" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>ICryOften</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>I&#39;ve never known <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/joy" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>joy</span></a> or lasting <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/happiness" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>happiness</span></a>. What passes for that in my brain is distraction, amusement, and at best a lack of impact...neutral. Before you call me <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/emo" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>emo</span></a> or dramatic, I hae a very broke brain and suffer several mental illnesses. Anyone else oot there like me? I fucking hope nae. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PTSD</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIdeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIdeations</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SevereSelfLoathig" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SevereSelfLoathig</span></a>. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/YouCanNotHelp" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>YouCanNotHelp</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>I think I finally got it thru mah <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Psychiatrist" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Psychiatrist</span></a> heid that my <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIDeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIDeations</span></a> and extreme <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SelfHatred" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SelfHatred</span></a> innae gaen anywhere, hence untreatable. I want tae attempt tae enjoy life whatever that means, but I will always want suicide as an option. I think she finally gets it. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent</span></a>, <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Neurodivergent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/YouShouldReallyRun" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>YouShouldReallyRun</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>I am <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Genderfluid" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Genderfluid</span></a>. Every time I say that i ahm <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Trans" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Trans</span></a>, or wear something with those colours, I a gripped with <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/ImposterSyndrome" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>ImposterSyndrome</span></a>. Maybe I just shudnae. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>FUCK...Ah miss Layne Staley so much. Ah miss Mike Starr, Chris Cornell, and Kurt Cobain. When the tide, hour, and moon is right, ahl come a&#39;lookin fur ye. All artwork by Shawn Coss <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dyshymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dyshymia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIdeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIdeations</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/LetMeGo" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>LetMeGo</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Ach, 988 might be a thing taenite. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIdeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIdeations</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorder" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorder</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p><a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealthMatters" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealthMatters</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorder" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorder</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIdeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIdeations</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SevereSelfLoathing" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SevereSelfLoathing</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>I want a partner. I want tae <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/date" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>date</span></a>. I suffer frae <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SelfHatred" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SelfHatred</span></a> so even if there WAS an attraction, I would sabotage it. My monsters do this tae protect the other person. This is the joys of <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MDD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MDD</span></a> and <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthemia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthemia</span></a> with a lovely dose of crippling <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCPD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCPD</span></a>. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a>. The saving grace is that with my lack of desirability, none of the above is likely tae happen lol. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Depression" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Depression</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>I think that one of the most profound things that I&#39;ve experienced with <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SocialMedia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SocialMedia</span></a> is that I can now be <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/catfished" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>catfished</span></a> by men and women of the entire <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/GlobalCommunity" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>GlobalCommunity</span></a>. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/UglyAF" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>UglyAF</span></a></p>
˜”*°• Papigoe 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️<p>Artwork by Shawn Coss. Diagnosis are mine all mine. <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SuicidalIdeations" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SuicidalIdeations</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/OCD" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>OCD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/SelfHatred" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>SelfHatred</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.social/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
KiltedQueer :verified_trans:<p><a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/Semicolon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Semicolon</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/Rolex" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Rolex</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/Me" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Me</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
KiltedQueer :verified_trans:<p><a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MentalHealthMatters" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthMatters</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/Neurodivergent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Neurodivergent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MyBrainIsBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MyBrainIsBroken</span></a></p>
KiltedQueer :verified_trans:<p>This is me, keep yer distance. Art by Shawn Coss <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MajorDepressiveDisorderRecurrent</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/Dysthymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>Dysthymia</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/OCD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>OCD</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/SuicidalThoughts" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>SuicidalThoughts</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a></p>
KiltedQueer :verified_trans:<p>Did I mention that I also suffer frae Phantosmia, otherwise callit "Olfactory Hallucinations"? And the hits keep a' comin. <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/IAmVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>IAmVeryBroken</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/MyBrainIsVeryBroken" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>MyBrainIsVeryBroken</span></a></p>