Later, when I was 16-17, my relative had another crisis. I won't go into details. I went to a nearby field, and I screamed with all my soul once. So that I could be heard from space.
I will always remember that moment. I imagined a few months later that the old me would speak to me, that he/I would tell me that a future awaited me.
I never came to meet my younger self, because it is not possible.
I had to reach the age of 26 to realise that I could have a future.
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