Jay @bitterbaguettes@mstdn.social

It's me! A Floral Femme Muppet! 🥰🌸🌺🌈

More #Introduction
-disabled, developmental trauma CPTSD
-recovered Long COVID survivor (4mos)
-host a "radio show" of music by queer folk and women in jazz funk soul & blues
-love to paint collage knit, v crafty
-core organizer w/ Black&PinkPDX
-talk a lot about my cat Sweetums, food, art, queer feminist community, abolition, transformative justice, witchy practices, astrology, mental health, trauma healing, nature

#Introduction
Trying this social media out since the other is ever increasingly attacking and targeting SWs and sex educators etc.
I love flowers, art, somatic healing, queer witchcraft, baking, cats, SWs, kink, and queer jazz

This is my cat Sweetums! 😻 a major feature of all my social media and love of my life

I am extremely. Horny. And Needy. RN! I just really really want a dominant femme to do very rough things to me and make me come a lot. 🥵🥺💦

Okay I made my OF! It's free for now, will change that eventually when I feel like I can actually make any $ off it. But for now while i build up a "following"? it's free. Posted my first audio! You can find it and my tumblr/twitter as fleurfemmesub
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I visited my parents today and it was just so many levels of anxious and bleh! Like covid anxious. Out of my apt for 8hrs ANXIOUS! Around parents ANXIOUS! Just so much! I'm finally home and just like 👀👀👀👀 the tension and panic in my body rn are so high. And I'm so overwhelmed and kinda dissociating. I feel awful

I just figured out where follow request live...woops! Sorry!

So as part of my plan/journey to be self employed, do my peer support trauma writing work, I'm also exploring what other work I can do to make it possible/afford rent. And many of my SW friends do OF and ofc its complicated cause any SW is, but it's something I'm gonna explore and try out. So I'm just setting up some SW social media things and my OF. Gonna focus on audio & maybe some photos. If anyone has advice or wants to know more about my OF once I have it set up lmk!! 😘

Queer community is the person who texted u 2 months ago apologizing for ghosting you 2yrs ago (they said they ghosted, personally it was more after 2 "dates" we didn't talk again) showing up in your abolitionist org's monthly open meeting 😂

And one of your co core organizers saying 2 people they had dates with this week showed up too! 😂😂

I love us!

It's amazing to really feel that I am back in my center of focus sexually!
A lot of last year I wasnt, post breakup i was so insecure! Then i slowly rebuilt in connection to a sexting friend, then having a sex with another friend for a while. But when that stopped and then like a month later I had to friend break up with my sexting pal, I just felt a lil lost and confused again. But now I really feel back to myself. Thank goodness for sex toys! Cause idk how to meet new people in a pandemic

A very cute moment!!! 😻😻😻

I sat down to cut the veggies and managed to make rice! It's really good and I REALLLYYyy needed to have a meal like this. Still v fatigued! Navigating my new limits has been a lot of trial & error